Monday, April 27, 2009

What a long day, at work that is. Too busy! Now I am trying to get motivated to go to the grocery store. My week-end was hard, it was nice outside, but I had a collision at work with one of the Drs. and just knew it screwed up my back. So, I went to see my chiropractor and sure enough three places down my back and right side of my neck. I was so glad that she could see me right away, but it totally screwed up our plans for the week-end.

We wanted to walk on the beach, (no, because of my back), play golf, (no, because of my back), go for a nice car ride, (no, because of my back), you get the picture. It all came to a head and I totally fell apart when my husband said something to the effect that it was my fault. I mean I can sabotage myself when it comes to food and eating, but physically?? No way. I was really hurt. He just wants me to go to the gym and exercise and exercise, etc....My Dr. said no...He does not understand and it is really frustrating. So tomorrow I go for a follow up and hope that I get clearance. I do truly want to get my bike out and start riding. That is something that is just mine--he does not have a bike and I kind of want it to stay that way.

It seems that I did really well at getting to the gym and having long workouts and feeling good until he joined the gym and would try to tell me what to do, so now that I can get my bike out, it is something just for me. Is that cruel? I wonder why it bothers I jealous of his ability? Who knows.

So keep your fingers crossed.. Only a bit of pain left in my back, and it is supposed to hit 80 degrees..I hope I can enjoy it and not stay inside.


  1. I am not sure why Jeff gets that way. It annoys me and I don't have to deal with it. Just hit him. Hang in there. Love you, miss you,

  2. I am sorry you hurt your back. Hopefully by now you are feeling better. Oh how our men don't realize they are hurting our feelings. If you haven't already, tell him that he hurt your feelings....don't let it boil up inside of you. Love you!!